say goodbye to PMI

next week 11/5/2010 will be my last dae in PMI, but can reali say can't bear to leave oso, although i hav work so hard for tis 1mth plus as a trainee manager in PMI n left 2mth plus to completed my probation. but in e end i still give up n not handing on to it n endure, coz i noe myself i wont be able become a manager n i noe tat i will not be able to do a good job n somemore e place is reali too far frm my hse. it will oso be hen bu fang bian for me oso. now i was feeling so vexed, reali not sure i can be able to find a job soon. haiz.