it's reali sad for me to say to u, tat i'm letting go of u. n giving up on u. but i noe dere is reali no point for me to hang on to u. all i can say I'm not a better guy, maybe u can find someone who is reali better den me, who love u, dote u, care for u n can even bring joy to ur life. make u happie n smile everydae without fail. i reali thanks u for ur blessing, all i noe i can ever find a person tat i willing to be with together. coz tis thing will never be happened to me after all, it will be e same as last time. i was reali totally no mood to make myself smile n happy again.

i reali wasn't happie everydae, i reali hav to put up a fake happie face everywhere i go, even though when i was going to work. so tat i can avoid other ppl intenton on me. but one of e chef spotted me n asked me why everytime i come to work my face will be so moody n sad. n i juz told him a lies say tat i wasn't reali moody n sad, i was juz tired n sleeply. i seldom will tell to other ppl bout how i was feeling, i rather keep for myself den letting other noe. coz i noe no point telling other how i feel it's still e same... juz pretend tat nth hav happened.

hmmm, todae saw so many loving couple on e street n town everywhere i go. i'm reali veri envy for them as well to hav such a veri good n sweet memories wit their love ones.

I'm juz a boring guy, i reali didn't noe how to bring up fun n joy for ppl who is around wit me. i'm e only one who make them feel bored n not entertainment. if i reali willing to change n improve myself to find a way to entertain, u all may find it lame, n i will juz make a fool of myself. haiz... i'm juz diff frm other ppl... i can't blame anyone.

i wasn't reali happy at all. i'm now totally veri sad n reali didn't noe wat to do. i reali wants to feel happie, but i reali can't... It's is not easy for me to let go of u, coz my heart for u is true. u told me tat u r juz only a common girl. i reali dun agree, u r totally different frm other girl tat i hav ever met before. To me u are a girl tat is special. i was reali veri sad n unhappie tat i won't be able to win ur heart. i noe u r worry tat dere will be other guy who will be lyk ur ex bf. i reali hope tat i can help u overcome ur problem. i reali can promise u tat i won't be lyk ur ex bf. i will never hurt u. i noe watever thing tat i say will never change at all. all i hope tat u will reali accept me one dae.

when i listen to tis song, my tears will started to drop frm my eyes and my heart will started to keep bleeding for u, dere is a sound coming frm my heart which i can feel tat something is cracking into pieces.