Are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes n dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feeling
Oh it's alright
I'll end the of lies

Heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these words before i go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But i will rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So i'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
will there be angel s whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these word before i go

I will love you till the end of time
every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's end of time

Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That i'm growing cold
What would i do
Without you

I'll love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But i'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer end here with you in my heart

In my heart...

Blog dated 25/5/2010

Todae i was reali totally in no mood to carry on wit my work. thing all didn't goes well on me. no matter how much i do my part or put in effort no one will noe. but when thing reali happened all the blames can be ur fault. who will ever care bout how i was feeling? no ones will care bout me... becoz u all r not putting urself in my shoes. all i can only say is: i failed to do my job.

hmm, i dun noe wat is wrong wit me todae. my heart is totally feel sour n pain... hope thing will be better for tml...

hmmm, i reali argee wit xueling tat i am a guy who is veri bored n not entertainment as well. maybe i am not lyk those guys who likes to makes entertainment arounds, tat is why ppl will feel bored to talk to me, becoz i hav no topic to bring it up which can makes them laugh. i can reali understand how u all think bout me in tis way. but maybe u all r wrong to say tat oso, sometimes joke can be offended to ppl or making a entertain for others they might reali feel so pissed off. this is why e reason i reali dun lyk to joke more n make other feel more entertainment, juz worry tat some ppl may get offended easily by ur joke n they thought tat u r making fun of them.

I'm reali veri sorry xueling for making u feel so bored.

The story started at 8/5/2010... todae i wake up frm my bed at 1.30pm, using computer for awhile b4 heading to work. taking train to boon lay n goes to jp to buy food for myself to eat b4 going to work, n dere is still much time left, so i decided to go walk walk for awhile at jp to kill time. n i saw e time it's bout to go for work le, heading towards bus interchange n waited for 193 for so long bout 15min to 20min. finally e bus came. reached at my work place at bout 4plus i think luckly not late at all. while i was working, i was very worry bout u, n wonder how r u doing during work? coz u r feeling veri sick n unwell, n u still go to work. juz afraid tat ur body won't be able to take it. if i was working at ur outlet i will be able to take care of u. n i already knew earlier tat u will not drink hot tea, n u will drink coke wit salt. becoz no ones lyk to drink tea after all i reali understand, it's ok dun worry u dun nid to say sorry to me alrite. =) as long as u r recovered fast i'm happy for u. alrite=) n i am e one who nid to say sorry to u, didn't noe tat u r sick n i still wan to meet u. i'm veri sorry... reali hope u will recovered fast so tat we can go sing k. alrite=) n something reali corp up at nitez while i was doing closing. reali veri sorry to trouble my mgr ah lee again to clear up my mess for tml. haiz.

hmmm, todae i hav been busy working frm morning till night. but everything went smoothly without any last order of delivery, hope everydae will be lyk todae but it's impossible. lyk wat every ppl say count by luck. =) sometime i was very busy working, doing my delivery stuff or anything tat is do wit work, i will never eat my lunch or dinner unless i hav fully completed all my stuff den i will go and had my lunch or dinner. honestly sometime i won't even hav time to spare for myself to go n eat. juz now at nitez i dun feel lyk eating n juz eat a glass of dessert.

say goodbye to PMI

next week 11/5/2010 will be my last dae in PMI, but can reali say can't bear to leave oso, although i hav work so hard for tis 1mth plus as a trainee manager in PMI n left 2mth plus to completed my probation. but in e end i still give up n not handing on to it n endure, coz i noe myself i wont be able become a manager n i noe tat i will not be able to do a good job n somemore e place is reali too far frm my hse. it will oso be hen bu fang bian for me oso. now i was feeling so vexed, reali not sure i can be able to find a job soon. haiz.

I feel something is missing. when u are not around.

hmmm, todae after work when to tampines to meet xueling n her frend rong rong tat i juz noe. i was totally veri shy after all. n we wanted to watch movie, but e show will be ending veri late. becoz of me i will miss my last train so all of us canot watch e IP man2 or Iron man2. i was feeling veri bad lyk spoilt market lo. xueling i reali hope tat u will take good care of the drawing tat i drew for u alrite. =) i kept my promise to u, i will never left u behind again. alrite=)