i now was reali veri sad n didn't reali noe wat to do next n i was totally lost... i reali hope tat i will never get hurt again, but i was wrong i still get hurt. seriously i reali hope tat u can be my only one tat i love in my heart, i was veri naive to say tat i will won ur heart. but in e end i didn't win ur heart. maybe u still haven let go ur past relationship between u n him, n u will juz worry tat dere will be another guy lyk him. i think u will noe if u read my blog. do u noe e reason why? i reali wan u to forget bout him is bcoz i dun wan to see u sad n hurt everytime, u will only make urself suffer, seriously i reali didn't wan to see u in tis stated. i noe no matter how much i say oso no use thing won't be able to change. but one thing i reali can assure tat i already fall for u.

i reali hope tat i can understand u better, n noe u well. reali hope u can shared ur problem wit me. i reali didn't wish to see u hurt n burden eveything all by urself, i will always be dere to burden some of ur problem without leaving u a side no matter wat has happened.

eariler i noe i shouldn't hav help to solve e problem, e more i help e more i mess up everything... maybe wat u say was rite. do u think u reali understand me issit? since u hav already say i reali didn't noe how to ans u. i noe tat i won't be able to understand u well. den wat other who knows u well and understand u more than i do... it's not easy to understand others ppl feeling, it's veri complicated. n i reali hope tat i can understand u more...

Piggy prince...

i reali hope i can moved ur heart sincerly.

i was reali kept in a dark, which thing tat i didn't noe at all. until now i juz found out frm my mgr profile n saw e wall which my staff hav updated to him since last mth, tat she reali didn't wan to work wit me after all n reali hate me lyk hell. coz i was e only full timer n was working full shift with her. n i was reali get stab by her without notice at all. if i not working at arena it will become better. if time can go back to e past tat will be great n i can be staying at funan forever n reject meiling requst for asking me to transfer to arena. tat will make all of us better. but thing won't be able to change back. but dere will be no way for me to turning back anymore. i reali hope tat i can treat tis as nth happened at all. but i reali can't, i hav already read it. why muz they put up a acting happie face infront of me.? why??? i dun noe e ans too... no point for me to find out tis ans oso. it's oso no use. i dun reali deserved to love or like by other. coz i noe no one likes me. if someone reali likes me they won't be treating me lyk tis... i can trust on someone tat i reali trust on my heart by 100%, but now my heart tells me u won't be able to trust anybody by 100% e rated will be low. in other words tat tells u, u trust no ones...

i reali didn't noe why thing tat u didn't wan to rmb but it still came through ur mind. i will always rmb those places tat i hav been dere to buy for u e birthdae n valentine gift. although tat was already over le no point for me to think back. but it will still make me recall back e past. so much thing tat i hav done for u, in e end i can't even moved ur heart. i reali hope tat u will keep e necklace well tat i hav given u for e last of a valentine dae gift.

it's reali sad for me to say to u, tat i'm letting go of u. n giving up on u. but i noe dere is reali no point for me to hang on to u. all i can say I'm not a better guy, maybe u can find someone who is reali better den me, who love u, dote u, care for u n can even bring joy to ur life. make u happie n smile everydae without fail. i reali thanks u for ur blessing, all i noe i can ever find a person tat i willing to be with together. coz tis thing will never be happened to me after all, it will be e same as last time. i was reali totally no mood to make myself smile n happy again.