can't even make up my mind...

during in-service we hav share a talk together wit all our sir. when we finish our talk n we came in a important topic to talk about our future career in police force n asked us wheather interested to join road career on e 25 may... but i can't even make up my mind wheather wanted to go anot? while my sir asked me wan to go anot? n i reply him, i not so sure n he ask me to make a fast decision in e end i make a fast respond n agree to go on e 25 may... n i reali hope tat i can make up my mind fast before e date comes n i can fill up e form. but i noe tat my sir will recommend me after all... if i reali get in to regular i will be veri happie... but now i not so sure bout it... reali hope can get in ba...