now i was thinking back bout wat my buddy has juz say to me, u should go n study again when u ORD to get a good GPA. but i say my GPA is low the percentage of getting to higher nitec is risky... i noe tat i will never make it... my nitec cert is juz considered as N lvl... my future now is gone, n i can't go any further...i'm not any better den u guys n capable of everything tat u can do... i such a failure ok... i reali give up on myself, i do not hav any hope to pin on... even e ger i reali lyk i oso noe tat i'm not worth to be wit her... wat if i tell u i reali lyk u n wanna be wit u, ur ans sure will be no, u sure will avoid me de... everything tat i do is suck... =(